Self-awareness
One of the most problematic aspects of playing chess — and I presume other similar games — is the relative intensity of emotion you feel after winning and losing. Winning is always nice, of course, and against a really strong opponent can be a heady drug. But losing normally engenders much stronger feelings, however much you ought to get used to it.
This column depends on readers sharing their chess efforts but also perforce — and not I trust in some vile game showy way — the emotions of combat. This week, instead, I'm swinging the spotlight back on myself with a vignette from a London league game last week and in more detail on a recent game at the 4NCL where to my chagrin but also considerable (if slightly grudging) appreciation a 2300ish opponent turned out to have an excellent punch!
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1.e4 c6 2.d4 d5 3.e5 c5 4.Nf3 Nc6 5.dxc5 5.c4 5...Bg4 6.c3 6.Bb5 e6 7.Be3 Nge7 8.c3 Qa5 8...a6 9.Ba4 Bxf3 10.Qxf3 Nf5 11.0-0 Be7 12.Bd4 0-0 13.Bxc6 bxc6 8...Ng6? 9.Bxc6+ bxc6 10.Qa4 8...Bxf3 9.Qxf3 Ng6 10.Bd4 Be7 11.0-0 0-0 12.Qe3 Qc7 13.f4 9.a4 a6 10.b4 Qc7 6...e6 7.b4 Nge7 8.Bb5 a6 9.Ba4 9.Bxc6+ Nxc6 10.Bf4 a5 11.b5 Nb8 11...Ne7 9...Ng6 10.Qe2 Be7 11.0-0 11.Nbd2 Nf4 12.Qf1 Bf5 13.Nd4 Nd3+ 14.Kd1 Ndxe5 15.f4 Ng6 16.Qf3 16.Nxc6 Qd7 11...Bxf3 11...0-0 12.Bxc6 12.Nbd2 Ncxe5 12...Bxf3! 12.Qxf3 12.gxf3 Bg5 12...0-0 13.Qh3 Ncxe5 14.f4 Nc4 15.Nd2 15...a5 16.Nxc4 axb4 17.Bc2 17.Nb2 bxc3 18.Qxc3 Bf6 18...Rxa4! 19.Nxa4 Bf6 20.Qb3 Bxa1 21.Be3 Bf6 22.Qxb7 Qa5 23.Nb6 23.Qb3 d4 24.Bc1 Rd8 25.c6 Ne7 23...Qc3 19.Qc2 17...dxc4 18.Be3 b3! 18...bxc3 19.f5 exf5 20.Rxf5 19.axb3 Rxa1 20.Rxa1 cxb3 21.Bxb3 Qd3 22.Rc1 22.Bd4 Nxf4 23.Qe3 Qxe3+ 24.Bxe3 Nd3 25.Ra5 Rc8 26.c6! Rxc6 27.Ra8+ Bf8 22...Qb5 23.Bc2 Bxc5 24.Rb1 Qc4 24...Qe2 25.Bxc5 Qxc2 26.Rf1 Rc8 27.Bd4 27.f5 Rxc5 28.fxe6 f5 27...Ne7! 25.Bxc5 Qxc5+ 26.Kf1 26.Kh1 26...Qc4+ 27.Qd3 Qxf4+ 28.Kg1 Qc7 29.h4 Rd8 30.Qe4 Qxc3 31.Rxb7 Rc8 32.Bb3 32.Bd3 32...Qg3 33.Bc2 Qxh4 34.Qd3 Rd8 35.Rd7 Rxd7 36.Qxd7 Qe1+ 37.Kh2 Qe5+ 38.Kh1 Nf8 39.Qd8 g6 0–1 - Start an analysis engine:
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Okike,D | - | Speelman,J | - | 0–1 | 2018 | A00 | London League | 5 |
Speelman,J | - | Bisby,D | - | 0–1 | 2018 | D03 | 4NCL Division 1b | 3 |
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