Jon Speelman: Defeat and redemption

by Jonathan Speelman
7/8/2025 – In today's competitive chess landscape, even legends would struggle to maintain spotless records. This reflective piece contrasts the rare losses of Capablanca with the regular defeats modern players face, particularly in rapid formats. From Nodirbek Abdusattorov's heartbreaking loss in Tashkent to Richard Rapport's brilliant comeback, the article explores the psychological toll of losing - and recovering - in elite chess. Personal memories and missed chances add an introspective touch to this insightful journey through triumph and defeat. | Pictured: A 16-year-old Jon Speelman | Photo: Hulton Archive

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The psychological toll of losing

[Note that Jon Speelman also looks at the content of the article in video format, here embedded at the end of the article.]

Once upon a time, near the beginning of a century not far from our own, there were relatively few top chess players and even fewer tournaments. The world champion, a certain Mr. Whitecloak, went a decade losing just two games.

José Raúl Capablanca was utterly exceptional, one of the best "natural players" of all time in a line that perhaps extends via Paul Keres, Vasily Smyslov, Anatoly Karpov, and Viswanathan Anand to Magnus Carlsen. But in the present climate, even Capablanca would have lost numerous games, as Carlsen's record attests. When I looked in my database, I found 54 games he has lost thus far this year. Admittedly, almost all were blitz (though no bullet in my base), Armageddon (in Norway), chess960, or rapid play games, and the only classical one was his defeat by Gukesh Dommaraju in Norway.

Of course, losses come in quite different shapes and sizes. Losing a game in a blitz tournament is often only a momentary sting, but the longer and harder the game, the more it can hurt. Sheer resilience is often underplayed, but it is a crucial aspect of a top chess player's (or indeed any game player's or sportsman's) character.

I've had my fair share of losses in my career, and the very worst must be the ones where you thought you were winning - very possibly correctly - but played a move so horrible that it turned the position instantly and irrevocably through 180°. Succumbing after a long bout of torture must come close, especially if you were close to holding. Nodirbek Abdusattorov suffered an archetypical instance of this in the recent UzChess tournament in Tashkent at the hands of his fellow countryman, Nodirbek Yakkuboev. After defending R v R+B for 43 moves, he blundered sufficiently badly that he had to resign three moves later, just four short of the sanctuary of the 50-move rule.

It's very much to Abdusattorov's credit that he was able to recover the next day and win nicely against Parham Magsoodloo, though the loss may have had some delayed effect on his nerves. After drawing with Ian Nepomniachtchi in the penultimate round, he looked really jittery in the final round as White against Praggnanandhaa Rameshbabu and lost badly, leading to the blitz playoff, which Pragg finally won ahead of Javokhir Sindarov and Abdusattorov himself.

The best game in Tashkent was, of course, Richard Rapport's fantastic victory as black against Pragg, which Robert Ris has already annotated here as a strong candidate for the best game of the year. It's interesting that Rapport played it immediately after losing to Sindarov and following the start of 2/6. Either he showed terrific resolve, or perhaps he'd had enough and just decided to let rip. Indeed, being able to trust "your hand" is another crucial attribute of a top player. There are definitely times when a grandmaster's got to sac what a grandmaster's got to sac. (Don't you love dictation software? It's just rendered the second "got to sac" as "cul-de-sac".)

Richard Rapport

Richard Rapport at the UzChess Cup | Photo: Shahid Ahmed

Since I wrote the second paragraph, Carlsen has lost at rapid play against Gukesh, and afterwards, he said that he wasn't enjoying playing chess. Though I don't think we should take this too seriously. I can't be the only grandmaster who has many times given up chess in his mind after a particularly galling defeat, only to have the siren allure of the board draw him back to the game...

I thought about annotating Pragg v. Rapport again, but it seems a bit unnecessary. So instead, I've gone for some critical moments of defeat and redemption in my own games, starting with one of those after which I "gave up chess": a loss to Gyula Sax in Hastings 1989-90. As I left the hall, I kicked the door viciously and was mortified to see my opponent, a very nice man whom I got on very well with, just behind me.

I'm following with a couple of games from the Escaldes zonal tournament in Andorra nearly a decade later, in 1998. An appalling blunder nearly put me out of contention, and then the glorious (for me) if utterly disgraceful game that enabled me to qualify for an eight-player play-off for six spots in the FIDE knockout world championship in Las Vegas the following year. I was knocked out in the second round by Boris Gelfand, and it was rather unexpectedly won by Alexander Khalifman.

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1.e4 e6 2.d4 d5 3.e5 c5 4.c3 Nc6 5.Nf3 Bd7 6.Be2 f6 7.0-0 fxe5 8.Nxe5 More common than dxe5, though of course both are playable. 8.dxe5 8...Nxe5 9.dxe5 Bc6 10.c4 At the time apparently this was a novelty though White often attacks Black's centre in this way in this line. 10.Bd3 Qd7 11.Bg5 Nh6 12.Nd2 Nf7 13.Bh4 Be7 14.Bxe7 Qxe7 15.f4 0-0-0 16.Qe2 Kb8 17.Rae1 g6= Ivancuk-Short/Novi Sad ol/1990/i50/293 10...Ne7 11.Bg4 Qd7 12.Nc3 dxc4 13.Qe2 Nf5 14.Qxc4 Nd4 15.a4 15.Rd1 b5 16.Qf1 Be7 15...h5 16.Bh3
16...Qf7 My engine very much dislikes this - preferring 16...Rd8 17.f4 17.Rd1 Rd8 18.Be3 Be7 19.Bxd4 cxd4 20.Nb5! As Stockfish points out already, this is disastrous for Black. 20.Bxe6? Qg6 21.Nd5 Kf8! 22.Nf4 Qe4 20...Rh6 21.Bxe6 Rxe6 17...Rd8 18.Rf2 Nf5 19.Rd2 Be7!? 20.Rxd8+ Bxd8 21.Ne4?! 0-0 22.Nxc5 Bb6
After some inaccuracies by both sides, Black has a lovely position with a tremendous white-squared bishop. 23.a5 Bd5 24.Qc3 Bxc5+ 25.Qxc5 g5! 26.g3 26.fxg5 Nd4 27.Be3 Nb3-+ 28.Qa3 Nxa1 29.Qxa1 Kg7 26...g4 27.Bf1 27.Bg2 Rd8 × 1 27...h4 28.Qf2 Qh5 29.Bg2 hxg3 30.hxg3 Bxg2 30...Rd8 31.Bd2 Bf3 32.Ra3 Nd4 33.Rd3 Bxg2 34.Qxg2 Qf5 31.Qxg2
The bishop has gone, but now the knight can stomp into White's kingside. 31...Rd8 32.Bd2 Nd4 33.Bc3 Nf3+ 34.Kf2 Qh7
With the horse snorting into the white king's face, Black has a winning attack. And I don't think it occurred to me that the position could still conceivably turn. 35.Rc1 Rd3!? Afterwards I gave 35...Qc7 36.Kf1 36.b4? Rd3-+ 36.Qh1? Qc5+ 37.Kg2 Qe3 38.Rc2 Qe4-+ 36...Rd7 7,2 8 36...Kg7! 37.f5 Rh8 As Stockfish points out, this is a completely clean win. 37.Qc2 Qc4+ 38.Kf2 38.Kg2 Rd2+! 38...Rd3 39.Bb4 Qd4+ 40.Kg2 Nh4+ 41.Kh2 Rd2+! 36.Qf1
36.Qh1 36...Rd7? 36...Nxe5! 37.Qg2 37.Bxe5 Qh2+! 37...Rf3+ 38.Kg1 Qd3! 39.Kh2 Re3 40.Bxe5 Re2 41.Rc8+ Kf7 42.Rc7+ Ke8 was still a clean kill. 37.Qh1
Now White is holding, but I imagine in the scramble I still hadn't understood this. 37...Qf5?? Losing. Apparently Qg6 still holds but Black should play Qd3, when an accurate sequence leads to perpetual check. 37...Qd3! 38.Qh6 Nh4! 38...Nxe5? 39.Qxe6++- 39.Qg5+ Rg7 40.Qxh4 Qf3+ 41.Ke1 Qe4+!= controlling c2 and thus preventing the enemy king's escape: 42.Kf2 Qf3+ 43.Ke1 Qe4+ 44.Kd1 Rd7+ 45.Bd2 Qf3+ 46.Ke1 37...Qg6 38.Bb4! Rd8 39.Bd6 is apparently still equal, though it already looks scary for Black. 38.Qh6 Rh7 39.Qf6 Rh2+ 40.Ke3 Nh4 41.gxh4+- Rh3+ 42.Kd4 Qd3+ 43.Kc5 Qd5+ 44.Kb4 b6 45.Qg6+ Kf8 46.axb6 axb6 47.Ka3 Qc4 48.Qc2 Qxf4 49.Rd1 Qf3 50.Rd8+ Ke7 51.Qd2
Looking at this now three and a half decades later, I must say that I really admire the resilience of Sax's defence. A pretty horrible game from my perspective, but impressive grit by him.
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WhiteEloWBlackEloBResYearECOEventRnd
Sax,G2600Speelman,J26051–01990C02Hastings
Bauer,C2490Speelman,J26001–01998C10Escaldes zt1
Piket,J2605Speelman,J26000–11998A40Escaldes zt9

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Jonathan Speelman, born in 1956, studied mathematics but became a professional chess player in 1977. He was a member of the English Olympic team from 1980–2006 and three times British Champion. He played twice in Candidates Tournaments, reaching the semi-final in 1989. He twice seconded a World Championship challenger: Nigel Short and then Viswanathan Anand against Garry Kasparov in London 1993 and New York 1995.
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